It Will Be Done.

It is the second week of the Spring semester. Reality sets in as to how close Portfolio Review really is. Although it has been announced that Portfolio Review will be a little later this semester, April 14th as opposed to mid-March, it is still very close. I’m going to go out and say, This is the scariest time in my life. I’m feeling so much these days that I really don’t know what I should be feeling.

I keep having to tell myself to stay strong. And stay Focused. And not to stray too far from the path.

I chose to jump from a sinking ship, only to have to swim with sharks.

I have to stop trying to convince myself that this is what I’ve wanted all along. Because I know this is what I’ve wanted for so long. And I shouldn’t try to convince myself that this is all a ridiculous dream of a nonsensical girl who would never amount to anything.

I need to believe that my Mother was right all along. Because she was right.

I have people who believe in me. And everyday, I am grateful for that.

“Possibilities at Sea” - Paul Klee

But when it’s over and done. And the news is good. The above will be tattooed somewhere on my body. Shortly, after celebrating with my com-padres at Disneyland.